come clean | pennysocean's Blog

this is me: im clumsy, not really clumsy but sometimes i spill my drink. Outside of work, i do not like capitalizing my i's. so i apologize if someone finds it annoying.

i apologize way too much- i have a good job (especially in this economy) but do not like it b/c it is boring. i didnt bust my butt to graduate in 3 years to be working a job that a highschool student could do. I do like that i was given the opportunity to be the face of the company through 2 programs... which is a great career opportunity/resume builder

i love my dog murphy- hes a havanese... i love him too much. i just wish he was more affecionate and would sleep on the bottom of my bed (ive never had a dog that was allowed to do that- when murph comes up he just steals my socks, wherever they may be)

Im so drawn to individuals who have suffered from an eating disorder, my thesis was on pro-ana and the web (i got to do it for sociology- so thats a plus)

i really want to change my lifestyle, im kinda boring- i get home from work make dinner and usually watch some tv/read, or until recently- i now go on this!

when i do watch tv its usually scrubs, or house hunters, or i do love those shows "i survived", "escaped", "intervention", "obsessed" etc... things that are interesting to me.

i should be stuyding for my gre's and going to grad school for psych (clinical or otherwise), im just lazy and need to get MOTIVATED

ive always wanted to play the drums.

I drive an old 1999 ford explorer- its my baby- tough cookie :)

i have never drank soda in my life- or anything carbonated- EVER so no beers or champaigne for me, even though i do like the song champaigne from 311

i have odd taste in music, i can go from carrie underwood to taking back sunday or skindred... only a select few songs from the latter

I want to live life UNA VIDA- but im afraid, i always feel like something is holding me back. Sometimes i just want to get on a plane and go to europe with a small bag and some essentials, i mean now is the time to do it right? before the family & kids?

I do plan on having a family & kids, dont get me wrong, but i feel like i have already met him and hes left my life... but i was just thinking about it- the harder the heartache, the better it heals when you do find the one... right?

I smoke, drive to fast, consume too much wine (when i actually drink) for my own good.

sometimes i really do just like spending a night relaxing at home, i dont always have to go out on the weekends!

i love to drive, drink coffee, and wear flip flops- yes i am one of those people, but this is b/c no shoes fit me. i have a hard time finding comfy shoes, so i wear flip flops

I cry when i see a happy couple on tv, not out of hate, but out of jealousy, i dont think i will ever have that

well this is me comming clean for now, im sure ill update again... with a little more of my life!